1. |
Pushing Away
02:40
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Pushing away
All the time
Said you’d be fine
But you lied
I thought you wouldn’t mind
It was just one time
Just one time
Well I want you but you can’t be my baby
And I know you probably think that I’m crazy
How I’m pushing away pushing away
Stop trying to be the woman that saves me
You know I want you but you can’t be my baby
So I’m pushing away, Aw I’m
Pushing away
Pushing away all the time
Said you’ll be fine but you lied
I thought you wouldn’t mind it was just one time just one time
Well I want you but you can’t be my baby and I know you’ll probably think that I’m crazy how I’m pushing away
Pushing away
Stop trying to be the women that saves me you know I want you but you can’t be my baby so I’m pushing away
Pushing away
Pushing away all the time
Said you’ll be fine but you lied
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2. |
What's Enough pt. 2
03:02
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3. |
Risen Up
04:04
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Life has felt so strange
My how things have changed
With you
Watching as she paints
Another crying face
It’s bad news
But I’ll try to explain my view
I’m low and confused broke by a world that’s so cruel
And maybe there’s so much wrong
But as long as there’s love well baby then that’s good enough
Feel good x4
Moving through each day
Like automation
I need sensations
And hope for something great
I can see a train
The track is loading
The train is floating on magnets out in space next stop is me
But I’ll try to explain my view
I’m low and confused broke by my world that’s so cruel
And maybe there’s so much wrong
But as long as there’s love well baby then that’s good enough
Feel good x4
Feel good x4
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4. |
Listen Close
02:44
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Tell me why I can’t runaway
You’re pushing me kicking me
Spit in my face
Okay but baby
I’m still ready to play
Your Electric impulses
Mess with my brain
But no don’t go I can’t let go
The push and pull
The sounds control
And when the feeling takes hold
I listen close
You’re all I know
No please don’t go
Tell me why you’re messing with me
I’ve given you everything
my chemistry
Ok but maybe it could just have been me
Freaking out ignoring
Dark parts of me
But oh don’t go I’ll listen close
My mind’s controlled
You’re all I know
And when the feeling takes hold
It shakes my bones
Down to my soul
And kills me sloooowwwww
Don’t go I’ll listen close
My mind’s controlled
You’re all I know
And when the feeling takes hold
It shakes my bones
Down to my soul
And kills me sloooowwwww
Rollercoaster
Ride I told ya
You’re like chocolate
Sweet and salty
Nicotine
Like sex and vodka
One more cigarette
Then I’ll go to bed
You told me that you can’t pay rent
I’ll give ya something
And ask for nothin
And keep on loving you
Oh youuuuuu
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5. |
Paranoia Dreams
02:20
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Something’s on my mind baby
Ain’t gonna lie it’s crazy
Paranoia dreams
Of something watching me
Panning out my window
My nerves crescendo but I
Don’t see a thing
Just paranoia dreams
No
Nothing is wrong
Just feeling vivid dreams
But I know what I feel when I’m only 17
Something’s on my mind baby
Ain’t gonna lie it’s crazy
Paranoia dreams
Of something watching me
Panning out my window
My nerves crescendo but I
Don’t see a thing
It’s paranoia dreams
No
Nothing is wrong
Just feeling vivid dreams
But I know what I feel when I’m only 17
Paranoia dreams
Of something watching me
Oh I feel I think they’re real
Paranoia dreams
Paranoia dreams
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Junior Mesa Bakersfield, California
music and love and peace and happiness
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